when i feel like shit,
no matter what song im listening to i would still feel like shit
.
why is that?

normally song is like a mood elevator that could help you feel happier at crappy times.
but it doesnt work on me.

when i feel like shit. i need books! like self-help book and the such.
or when i cant be bothered reading i would go out and take a walk.
or sleeping as long as possible.

or if it gets too bad i would do something that normal human wouldnt do.
like you know, gnawing my shoes, eating paper. just the usual. haha
those activity would entertain myself. i would laugh for a good 3 hours doing that.

yes.
i know
you'll be surprised by how crazy a person can be,