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hey hey hey

that girl in the photo looks familiar. you people know who is she?

ha ha ha that was a joke i made. i understand if you hate me now.

thats me.

in case you dont know.

yes i look gross. i know.

it was 23.48 at night (at night? of course at night, since when there is 23.00 in the morning)

yes i did just make a horrible joke again.

anyway, this photo recently i took cos i was inspired by those people who are so confident to put everything they have on the Internet, example : tweeter, dailybooth, facebook, bebo, friendster, my space, hi5, etc etc. even some of them got youtube video. *thumbs + toes up* im very impressed!

the video normally contains of them doing random interviews about themself, yeah so they like ask a question and answer it themself. or sumtimes a video of them singing, playing music instrument, or any kinds of a totall show off. i understand for those who actually got talent. but those who dont? sometimes they just talk. talk. and talk. about.....................god knows what.

i mean. the purpose of why theyre doing so is still a bit blur to me, im not quite sure why tho, and im not saying what theyre doing is sad or pathetic or anythin like that, i actually think they're great,. they're my hero.

becos if you ask me i would never be able to do that,. i would be very embarrassed.

i dont know if they are either desperate to be famous or ............................... or i dont know. i cant think of why.

i mean if i were them , i would be worried of what people might say about me, what they would think of me and how they might leave some offensive comment about it. and that scares me. cos im very self-conscious and i dont really have a skin as thick as theirs.

i bet they could just take people critic easily and just be charm with it.

how cool !

i mean i wont even put pictures of mine on the Internet without actually trying to edit it first so it would look flawless.

i often wonder. WHERE do all those confidences come from? where do they get it from?